Chapter 21: Ex, First Love & Right one

Here I come again, with my cup of tea, to blog the moment of thoughts. Reality check, Kannan is 25 years old now. How fast a part of my life is going to be over.

In sync with that thought on the mind's slate board, a number of ladies have chalked their presence in this near to decade's quarter. I am talking of the ones whom my heart mattered to. Each of these ladies were beautiful in their own, special for a reason, significant perhaps forever.

No forgets exes, no one ever ever forgets their first. Each remembrance delights the mind, sorrows a bit though. But there will be a time when all these will just change into old memories, and something called, the right one will come. When that happens, its wise to tie a gold ribbon over those memories, and a yellow thread on the right one.

I simply do not wish to break another's heart yet I am doing it again and again. I try to become eligible, in the end I become avoidable. Its inevitable, I agree but isn't it not possible ? I just want the right one to appear.

Will you?

My question remains unanswered. Though I agree, guys can get fickle minded at times, play mind chasing games with girls, and you know the worst is interest at start, boring at end.  I still think each guy wants that sound 100% totally proof for the inner conscience to say, "This is the Right One!"